
I don’t know where I am
but I know I’m outside

Many people question just how far space and time goes
I wonder if that depended on just how deep the sky went

My birthday is here, I’m 28 years old. And if I’m being the honest, I wish the world would stop because I can’t catch up. Through out my life, I’ve tried to stay within the current of time. I’ve tried to follow all the steps. I thought I was in tune with the current, I thought I was ahead of the current, leaving all the waves behind.
Now my feet are tired.

In the beginning of this decade
I didn’t realize that the shape life took
required many tiny deaths

There must be
another world
a better world
out there somewhere

The scariest thought that will ever come to you
is “I can’t do this anymore”
it’s when you realize maybe
just maybe
life just isn’t for you
and that’s when you see the goat man

…and I’ve never been more scared
to let go of love that was abuse
a religion that I no longer trust
chains to a “relationship” that is now broken

I’ve wandered through this fog for a long time
because I thought it was a distraction
a blockage to this unrealistic desire for
acceptance